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Friday, January 20, 2006

iTalk: Kinda forgot what I'm gonna write for this. So... well.

Read this on Pris's blog. Some weird TDP thingy. Anyway, here goes. Ahem. 'Why is killing wrong? Is there any justification for it? Is it wrong only from our point of view?' Very erm. thought-provoking. Though I shan't say what my views are though. It's gonna be so much crappish stuff. Oh well. Ho hum.

Anyway, we're doing this poem for Literature...

BECAUSE

My father and my mother never quarreled.
They were united in a kind of love
As daily as the Sydney Morning Herald,
Rather than like the eagle or the dove.

I never saw them casually touch,
Or show a moment’s joy in one another.
Why should this matter to me now so much?
I think it bore more hardly on my mother,

Who had more generous feelings to express.
My father had dammed up his Irish blood
Against all drinking praying fecklessness,
And stiffened into stone and creaking wood.

His lips would make a switching sound, as though
Spontaneous impulse must be kept at bay.
That it was mainly weakness I see now,
But then my feelings curled back in dismay.

Small things can pit the memory like a cyst:
Having seen other fathers greet their sons,
I put my childish face up to be kissed
After an absence. The rebuff still stuns

My blood. The poor man’s curt embarrassment
At such a delicate proffer of affection
Cut like a saw. But home the lesson went:
My tenderness thenceforth escaped detection.

My mother sang Because, and Annie Laurie,
White wings, and other songs; her voice was sweet.
I never gave enough, and I am sorry;
But we were all closed in the same defeat.

People do what they can; they were good people,
They cared for us and loved us. Once they stood
Tall in my childhood as the school, the steeple.
How can I judge without ingratitude?

Judgment is simply trying to reject
A part of what we are because it hurts.
The living cannot call the dead collect:
They won’t accept the charge, and it reverts.

It’s my own judgment day that I draw near,
Descending in the past, without a clue,
Down to the central deadness; the despair
Older than any hope I ever knew.

James Mcauley

Erm. Basically, its about this dude father, who tends to hide his emotions, and erm. kinda hurts his son and wife emotionally. Well, at least I think that's what it means. Sorry, but I'm not too good at summaries.

I guess I can relate to the son pretty much coz... ... Oh well! NEVERMIND!

(:

I never knew Jiali was good in Literature. Oh well. Should have known since she's so pro in English. Anyway, during Literature today she was like rattling off all the 'imagery' stuff and I was like... "What is imagery? What is simile? What is metaphor?" Oh man...

Stayed back to learn the orientation dance. Then watched 'Whose Line Is It Anyway' on Steph's tablet. Ryan and Colin KISSED! Ohmygosh. But it was still hilarious la. That's why they're one of the really really great comedians! (; But still. Steph and I watched it like erm. again and again. But mostly it was so that the others could watch it too!

Blogger's lagging. Shucks. Oh well. (:

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